Here's A Crazy Thought..

Went to a meeting today with the rest of the team and we watched a video at the end - it was supposed to motivate us to provide better customer service to our clients and stuff like that - but the main message I got from it was that you need to be working in a place that makes you happy and makes you wanna get out of bed every morning.

I went to back to my desk thinking with the feeling that the video affected me in the opposite way it would have affected the rest of my team.

I'm not happy at my current job.

You'd think after being there for years, things would be all gravy, but no.

Everyone acts supportive but when you look underneath, they all just kind of wanna bring you down. It's a bit fucked up.

All I could think about all day was turning up tomorrow and saying this:

On that note, I'm out.
chauie

Funny Like That.

Funny the way things turned out.

Just as I was feeling glum 24 hours ago about a certain friend, right now that certain friend and I are making plans to have dinner tomorrow night to catch up!

I can't help but smile at that :)

Short and sweet tonight.
I have to go back and edit my assessment.
I always go over the word limit - dammit.
x
chauie

Glum.

Ever since you got back to Sydney we haven't had a proper conversation.

Not properly.

The way we used to.

Even online.

I'll message you - but nothing

And I know you're there.

But the only things I've received from you are hugs.

But then I also know / realise that you'd rather spend your free time with the new person in your life.

Coz when you don't have free time, you're either at work or asleep or doing your community activities.

And that's fine.

But I miss you.

I miss our chats.

I miss your advice and your words of encouragement.

The picture has nothing to do with this post.

It was taken in Melbourne..

I'm just bored.

And feeling a little glum..

Out.

chauie

Travel Bug.

I'm back in Sydney and have caught up on the lack I sleep I didn't get last weekend during my Melbourne trip so expect me to be back in the game with my posting. Unless I get writer's block which I experienced both Friday and Saturday. The feeling sucks.

Anyways this post is about the picture below and it's one of my goals for 2011. I know, I know, 2010 is still beginning but ever since I got back, I also got paid and I'm putting it all towards my savings for a trip to here:


Of course the trip will feature many other destinations but this is my #1 stop.

Patiently waiting til then,
chauie

Melbourne Boy

Met with a guy in Melbourne on a night out
And though we've met before
Briefly last time I was in town
This time we got to know each other better
And it was time spent in an intimate setting
The chemistry between us was crazy
He literally sent shivers through me
Each time he spoke to me... and his breath hit my skin,
My body felt goosebumps
I don't know if it was the exciting vibe of the night
The alcohol that was flowing
Or the things he said and the way he looked at me
But each time we were in conversation, the chemistry just kept rising - that was one thing I knew for sure.

The funny thing is, he is the opposite of what I'm usually attracted to...

x
chauie