Influenced

The post below, is something I wrote a couple days ago on the train on the way home, when I found out class was cancelled. Score!

Later today, I'll post something that reflects the update of the situation.

In the meantime, here's Thursday's post:

I'm receiving differences of opinions about you
About what to do with you
My next move...
I'm not the right person to be experiencing this
The results are leaving me confused
Not knowing what's right
And not wanting to believe what's right is actually wrong
I know that everyone has voiced their opinion
I know that's it's me that has to tell you yes or no
I just can't help but let my decision be influenced.

The thing is, I know that whatever happens between us
Won't last very long
And part of me doesn't mind
Time will always be an issue
It's a part of life
And I can accept that
Truly.

I just want to know what you're thinking
About all of this
Especially with what happened
The last time we were out together
Was the alcohol a contributing factor,
Or was it giving you courage to act the way you wanted to?

I have a confession to make:
I wanted you that night and I still do.

What do I do now? :(

x
C