It's 3.46am and I'm still awake after a random night out.
Was at the Acclaim Magazine Launch (as previously blogged about) and a blast from my past was there but a part of me didn't feel right due to my actions and his being misconstrued and therefore I think we just miscommunicated what really should have been said and done.
Forgive me if this does not make any sense.
It was funny though coz my friend kept mentioning that he was looking over at me a lot even though his other half was there, but of course that just made her tighten her grip on him.
Oh well.
All I did was wave but you turned away...
On the plus side... I saw a cute guy... but I'll blog about that later... maybe... hehe
After the event, which turned out to be quite successful, we randomly decided to head out. The plan was to 'go hard, go fast' but that didn't quite go to plan when we couldn't really decide where to go.
By the end of the night I was really quiet and maybe I was tipsy or drunk... but really I was just deep in my own thoughts. My friends were sitting around talking about travel plans, propaganda and the documentaries on September 11th but I kinda shut myself away from the conversation and kept quiet whilst trying to keep myself warm lost in my own reflections of what's been happening lately and here's what I realised:
It's been a week and I'm still annoyed with her.
With all the things I've been hearing... I don't know if I should believe everything but right now things that have been said are turning out to be true.
She's a user and an abuser of the things we have. Using, abusing and not giving anything back in return.
I really don't know how to act with someone around like that.
To be honest, as much as I love the girl [as one of my good friends], I don't need someone like her in my life.
Worst thing is, I don't think she realises the negative vibe she's creating on everyone around her..
Okay time for bed.
Night.
chauie
Was at the Acclaim Magazine Launch (as previously blogged about) and a blast from my past was there but a part of me didn't feel right due to my actions and his being misconstrued and therefore I think we just miscommunicated what really should have been said and done.
Forgive me if this does not make any sense.
It was funny though coz my friend kept mentioning that he was looking over at me a lot even though his other half was there, but of course that just made her tighten her grip on him.
Oh well.
All I did was wave but you turned away...
On the plus side... I saw a cute guy... but I'll blog about that later... maybe... hehe
After the event, which turned out to be quite successful, we randomly decided to head out. The plan was to 'go hard, go fast' but that didn't quite go to plan when we couldn't really decide where to go.
By the end of the night I was really quiet and maybe I was tipsy or drunk... but really I was just deep in my own thoughts. My friends were sitting around talking about travel plans, propaganda and the documentaries on September 11th but I kinda shut myself away from the conversation and kept quiet whilst trying to keep myself warm lost in my own reflections of what's been happening lately and here's what I realised:
It's been a week and I'm still annoyed with her.
With all the things I've been hearing... I don't know if I should believe everything but right now things that have been said are turning out to be true.
She's a user and an abuser of the things we have. Using, abusing and not giving anything back in return.
I really don't know how to act with someone around like that.
To be honest, as much as I love the girl [as one of my good friends], I don't need someone like her in my life.
Worst thing is, I don't think she realises the negative vibe she's creating on everyone around her..
Okay time for bed.
Night.
chauie
'How could you be so cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo' - Heartless, Kanye West
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