Collapse..

Received some news this morning from my dear mother before I walked out the door..

I walked out without really thinking anything of it.

It wasn't until later in the day when I snapped at my friend and workmate that it started to hit me.

The realisation caused my heart to collapse.

I was really quiet for the longest time and one workmate thought I was stressing out over a particular task I was working on... but in reality, because my back was turned to him, I was crying... silently.

When he left his desk, I left mine and went to the bathroom and cried some more.

I spent the majority of what was supposed to be my lunchtime in the bathroom crying..

I ended up going out for a walk for the remainder of time I had left for lunch with my ipod blaring Kid Cudi. His lyrics filled me with a sense of calmness and I definitely felt like I wasn't alone.

~

Anyways came home after working eleven hours and it turns out the news wasn't as bad as it was made out to be. Guess I should know by now that usually hearing news through the grapevine and chinese whispers, things often tend to get exaggerated, especially with my family.

In a way though, I'm glad I was able to cry and let out all the emotions I was feeling for those few minutes but now that I know she's okay, I can safely say that I'm okay too. :)

Night yo.
chauie
'I just wanna let it go for the night. That would be the best therapy for me.' - Memories, David Guetta ftg Kid Cudi