Silence

Ever sat down at dinner with the family and had no-one talk for it's entirety?

That's what I experienced tonight.

The kind of silence where there are no words spoken. All you hear is the chewing of food, and the clanging of bowls and utensils banged against the glass table..

May be strange to you but it's actually quite normal in my household.

There's often disagreements and/ or yelling before the actual meal and so in turn, we all sit down, eat, clean up then leave the dining area to do whatever we want to do before we go to bed.
I'm here now in my bedroom telling you my thoughts on it.

At first when it happened, it was wierd but I was the one that was peeved at certain family members and so I didn't really care what the conversation was about, if there was one...

Now when it happens, it's sort of like a shrug off the shoulders..

Don't let my smiles fool you. There's so many layers that need to be peeled off before you would really get to know what's going on inside me, my head and my heart.

Peace.
chauie
'Actually I think it's kind of funny that you create an illusion that is a mirror,I don't appreciate you and I know that that surprises you' - Special Ones, George