Disguise

The stresses of yesterday broke me.
I reached it.
That point.

I felt so burnt out.
Whilst waiting for my train, I wanted to break down and just cry for hours on end.
I felt the tears coming on but I held them back

It wasn't until I was watching the series return of a show and one of the characters said something along the lines of:

"I know what you're doing. You're keeping your feelings bottled up and you can't do that and one day you're just going to explode".

Those words were enough.
The tears came and kept on coming.

I felt like she was talking directly to me.
I do tend to hide my true feelings.
I still keep my guard up
I wear a disguise.

Night yo,
chauie
'Look at me, you tell me, just what you see. Am I, someone whom, you may love, or enemy. Am I speaking for, you and yours, or someone else. I need some answers. Yeah Yeah' - Mr Solo Dolo, Kid Cudi