Wierd.

I have a strange feeling in my heart.
Wierd even
And no, it's not about a boy.
It's about a girl.
And no, sorry fellas, but I'm not coming out of the closet :P

This particular girl is someone I havent spoken to for a few months now and this week we came into contact again but I wasn't exactly Miss Nice Girl as I usually am.

I was cold and I know it.

It's just strange because I wrote about her last month. Her and someone else and the stranger thing is, I forgave the other girl - something I didn't think I'd be doing for a long time - last week. I think I forgave her coz I missed her. She was there for me when something personal was bothering me and when things came tumbling down again, I wanted to call her but in a sense, thought / knew that I couldn't.

This other girl though, I don't really want to forgive her.
Not now.

I needed to let that out.
Night,
chauie
'I'm so far gone now. I been running on empty. I'm so far gone now. Do you wanna take me on?' - Lunacy Fringe, The Used