Do You Ever?

Do you ever feel like no-one, especially your family, understands you?

Do you ever feel like the people around you, whether it be friends, family or someone you just met, tell you they get what you're saying, but in reality it's just a line of bullshit?

Ever feel like crying for no reason at all?
I do.

Well right now, I have a reason and of course it's family related and also links to the rest of my life.

But sometimes I just wanna cry for no reason.

I'll have thoughts ... obviously not the positive kind ... and they just seem to send me off into another world.

Sometimes I feel like I have to be two people. Have two personalities:

...the girl everyone wants me to be and the person that I really am...

which would you prefer?

x
chauie
"My mind is gone, I'm spinning around. And deep inside, my tears I'll drown" - Cry, Rihanna