As per my last post, the cute guy in the office has been sending me mixed signals... leaving me utterly confused!
Men...
Here we go.. **Written Monday morning**
Why does he confuse me so much?
Is he playing a game and expecting me to play along?
His mixed signals drive me crazy
Yet leave me wanting more
(Everyday) I see him
Some days I see him looking for me
Just the way I find myself looking for him
He made his move that first night
But I blamed it on the a-a-alcohol
Talk to me
Don't talk to me
Are we more than frriends?
Or just friends caught in a flirt fest?
I'm so confused
But I can admit that I think you're cute.
I just wish you would give me a sign.
A friend said you like me
But you're scared to make a move because of the extra baggage you're carrying.
I wish you'd just tell me something
Anything
I've been in this position before
And I really don't want to be going backwards in life
To find myself here again...
If you don't do or say something soon
Then unlucky for you, I'll be walking away.
Friday, July 9, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Insomnia
A couple of posts tonight written from the past couple of days... they're self-explanatory so I'm not going to explain any further. Happy reading.
**Written Saturday morning**
Something's up
I haven't been able to get a proper night's sleep in over two weeks
Everyday I seem to be waking up before my alarm starts buzzing
And some nights I'm only averaging 4-5 hours of sleep no matter if I choose to sleep at 10pm or at my usual bedtime of midnight.. :(
Last Friday I managed to sleep 10 hours but I was tipsy creeping on drunk so I don't think that's the way to go about it.
I don't know what's going on with my body
My brother blames it on the excessive amount of red bull I always drink but I haven't had the need to drink any since my last weekend of major study.
My workmate suggested that maybe I was thinking about too much..
That I was excited about something
But the only thing that gets me excited these days is hearing from my editor
... And seeing that cute guy in my office..
And even that one, I'm not so sure about anymore
Coz his constant mixed signals are leaving me more and more confused as the days pass
Anyhow more on that later.
I'm out.
x
**Written Saturday morning**
Something's up
I haven't been able to get a proper night's sleep in over two weeks
Everyday I seem to be waking up before my alarm starts buzzing
And some nights I'm only averaging 4-5 hours of sleep no matter if I choose to sleep at 10pm or at my usual bedtime of midnight.. :(
Last Friday I managed to sleep 10 hours but I was tipsy creeping on drunk so I don't think that's the way to go about it.
I don't know what's going on with my body
My brother blames it on the excessive amount of red bull I always drink but I haven't had the need to drink any since my last weekend of major study.
My workmate suggested that maybe I was thinking about too much..
That I was excited about something
But the only thing that gets me excited these days is hearing from my editor
... And seeing that cute guy in my office..
And even that one, I'm not so sure about anymore
Coz his constant mixed signals are leaving me more and more confused as the days pass
Anyhow more on that later.
I'm out.
x
Friday, July 2, 2010
Thirteen Itches Volume II: Art Nouveau
On the flipside, my friends and I are releasing Volume II of our shirts tomorrow so for all you Sydneysiders, if you've got some spare cash, some spare time and want some free food whilst you're at it, head on down to Langley St at Darlinghurst and enjoy a Day of Mayhem.
Do it. You won't regret it.
Peace.
x
Do it. You won't regret it.
x
Wise Advice
Drinks tonight was interesting. Surprising and crazy too.
So many people stayed back tonight
I guess everyone needed tonight to chill out after the busy week we had.
That's what End of Financial Year (EOFY) does to you.
I know... I've experienced it a couple times now.
We finished all the alcohol - the place was dry! That NEVER happens. Every Monday after drinks, we always have a crate full of alcohol stashed in the fridge or under the sink lol
My playlist of songs wasn't heard over the loud laughs and chatter of everyone and we ended up playing You Tube clips from someone's computer instead. Fail. Oh well
Afterwards though, a girl from my team and I sneaked away from the boys at the pub and caught the train home together and she gave me some really good advice. She hit the nail on the head with all the things she was saying about that particular boy who've I've been so fond of lately.
I admitted I was confused by his actions as of late.. and I really did just need some straight advice.
When she got off at her stop, I felt both happy and sad... just mulling over everything that she said. Wise advice, definitely.
Guess I'll have to see what happens at the next EOFY party which is next Friday.. haha... gonna be messy. I was crazy enough to challenge a guy double my size to drink with me - toe to toe.
Wish me luck.
x
chauie
'If you have something to say, you should say it right now' - Unthinkable (I'm Ready) Remix, Alicia Keys ftg Drake
So many people stayed back tonight
I guess everyone needed tonight to chill out after the busy week we had.
That's what End of Financial Year (EOFY) does to you.
I know... I've experienced it a couple times now.
We finished all the alcohol - the place was dry! That NEVER happens. Every Monday after drinks, we always have a crate full of alcohol stashed in the fridge or under the sink lol
My playlist of songs wasn't heard over the loud laughs and chatter of everyone and we ended up playing You Tube clips from someone's computer instead. Fail. Oh well
Afterwards though, a girl from my team and I sneaked away from the boys at the pub and caught the train home together and she gave me some really good advice. She hit the nail on the head with all the things she was saying about that particular boy who've I've been so fond of lately.
I admitted I was confused by his actions as of late.. and I really did just need some straight advice.
When she got off at her stop, I felt both happy and sad... just mulling over everything that she said. Wise advice, definitely.
Guess I'll have to see what happens at the next EOFY party which is next Friday.. haha... gonna be messy. I was crazy enough to challenge a guy double my size to drink with me - toe to toe.
Wish me luck.
x
chauie
'If you have something to say, you should say it right now' - Unthinkable (I'm Ready) Remix, Alicia Keys ftg Drake
Thursday, July 1, 2010
The Middle (Wo)Man
I didn't deserve that tonight
The attitude you gave me
It was uncalled for
You're a great mate
But just coz she's pissing you off
Doesn't mean you should be taking it out on me
I got you the job
A paid job
She's the client
You're the consultant
Work together to make the both of you happy
I'm just the middle (wo)man
Don't blame the messenger
I didn't relay her attitude
Who I must say was pretty nice about it
Compared to the way you were
If you're in a bad mood, leave that shit at home
You've got me all worked up
And it isn't even worth it.
You tried to make it better
Smooth it out so to speak
When I was leaving
But did you notice?
That I didn't give you a hug like I usually do
When we should have as an excuse to keep each other warm
Against the freezing cold winter weather
But we didn't
I didn't even hi-five you
I just stuck my palm up and said bye
Plain and simple
Let's hope you're in a better mood this weekend.
Now I know I won't get a good night's rest
Shaking my head
My body is exhausted
I haven't had a proper night's sleep in almost two weeks
And now from what just happened moments ago
My mind is awake and reeling
Grr...
Out.
chauie
The attitude you gave me
It was uncalled for
You're a great mate
But just coz she's pissing you off
Doesn't mean you should be taking it out on me
I got you the job
A paid job
She's the client
You're the consultant
Work together to make the both of you happy
I'm just the middle (wo)man
Don't blame the messenger
I didn't relay her attitude
Who I must say was pretty nice about it
Compared to the way you were
If you're in a bad mood, leave that shit at home
You've got me all worked up
And it isn't even worth it.
You tried to make it better
Smooth it out so to speak
When I was leaving
But did you notice?
That I didn't give you a hug like I usually do
When we should have as an excuse to keep each other warm
Against the freezing cold winter weather
But we didn't
I didn't even hi-five you
I just stuck my palm up and said bye
Plain and simple
Let's hope you're in a better mood this weekend.
Now I know I won't get a good night's rest
Shaking my head
My body is exhausted
I haven't had a proper night's sleep in almost two weeks
And now from what just happened moments ago
My mind is awake and reeling
Grr...
Out.
chauie
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